How to overcome ourselves without leaving us behind? All transformation must follow a cyclic pattern. It starts from planting the seeds, then immediately being lost in our innate impatience, in the illusion of nothing happens, “it doesn’t work”, “stop wasting time”. And yet, when the necessary background processes take place, the sprouts push through and arrive. The consequences of the seeds are there finally, first just in little nudges, little incidental external happenings. The patterns and the forces are processed subconsciously and start to build up an innate familiarity with the seemingly random course of events. All along it is in plain sight, in front of us, completely unhidden, yet we just look through it as some invisible air. “That doesn’t look anything to me”. It grows and keeps coming back to us, yet we don’t see it, we are busy with making it happening, while it is in epsilon distance away in front of us. It is cathartic when we are finally able to see our dinosaur creature, potentially with many unwanted characteristics attached. We then cut back and destroy, bow at the archonic altars of anger and disappointment, dipping once again in the river of unwholesomeness. We are floating in the fresh smell of barber wax after the cutting, while crushing in our palms the seeds of what comes next already.